Coffee makes my body shake down to the core. I love the taste of the milky dark roast as it soothes its way down my throat and makes my senses perk up. I have no money. Absolutely none. I do have a cool phone though. And who cares about money when you've got a cool phone? I don't know how I'm going to pay for stuff but I've always been that way. I like to live on the edge, freak out, and then everything is eventually okay. Once I'm out of my parents financial grasp I seriously think I might become homeless. Haha.
Ramble ramble ramble. Sometimes I wish I was still taking the hard sciences. Busy work freed my mind and allowed me to prioritize. These writing classes make me think! THINK! Of all things... It's a lot harder to think than to crunch numbers. I have to make this concept in this paragraph sounds really good. These two words don't fit together. Is China the next superpower? You know it is.
I'm gonna be okay. I'm letting things go. New things come up but the world is so vast. I moved my cat Colonel into my apartment the other day. It's against the rules but I'm lonely dammit! I can risk the knock on the door, "Open up" from my landlord for a few bliss filled days of company whenever I come home. She hides under the bed and looks at me with big green eyes. She makes me forget all my problems. I just want to take care of her and start this new life of mine.
I feel the same way about coffee. I have been drinking a lot of it lately, and it makes me feel so AWAKE! Also my legs do a whole lot of shaking and bouncing when I am studying.
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you have your Coronal with you now. And I highly doubt that your landlord will address you about it. That rule is usually to protect the apartment from crazy annoying dogs, and animals tearing up the place, but Coronal is a good cat and she would never do that.