I Think It's Time

I think it's time for a new awakening in this world that I gaze over with glazed eyes. The time of innocence has come to a close and I am on my own. Rebirth. Rejoice. Re... Consider the possibilities. I'm done playing games with my made-up heart soul. That living breathing piece of muscle does more for me than I could ever do for it. Learning from my body and my mind. I will hear the voices in my head once in a while as my friend leans over and whispers in my ear. Will I let it get me down? Hell no!

It's time to stop making my Self feel bad about myself. No longer will I fake a spiritual moment to fit in with the good ol' kids. I did not think that cloud was the most beautiful thing I have ever seen. I have looked a starving Jamaican kid with outstretched calloused hands in the eyes before. Pleading and non-believing that he will ever get off that island. The rich white folk prance by in their Old Navy flip flops as the kids kick rocks in the street with their bare feet. That cloud looks like shit compared to what I saw.

The naive era has to come to an end and I have reached that bend in the dirt road. I see the paved majesties greeting me like busy bees and enticing me with Java Chip frappuccinos. I'll bow my head to their financial eyes and live a truthful life of lies. Compromise. Capitalize. Red red red eyes.

I will be truthful to myself. I and my are the same words, let us not get caught up in a dictionary. There are no split selves and how can you derive that from a sentence that speaks sounds? Bleep bloop blop. Does that make sense? Yes/ No/ Maybe So. Circle one. I am tired of circling things for others.

I think it's time for a change change change. In the human race. Let us take our place and speculate.